My beautiful moon

Own moon how beautiful you are

your  splendid light is haunting me

I wish to be with you all the time

Your darkness light is soul and you are my one

Kalmah- The Groan of wind

I like this song. it makes me energetic,yea kalmah…i want more…

Friendship..Oh friendship,i love my friends

Today topic is friendship.Between love and friendship,what is more important?In my perception both of them are important to me.No friendship no love and no love no friendship.’kaydeffiral’consists of five members including me.It is a combination of our name.We are more like brothers,always stick together and help each other,not only kaydeffiral but other friends as well.This year,we often meet because every one is busy,only 2 or 3 of kaydeffiral i usually meet.Anyway,we still friends even we are busy,we still contact and communicate through emel.

Mairamia is group of 8 girls joining their name and form ‘Mairamia’.All of them are cute,nice girls,always stick each other and taking bath together.Haha…Just joking.In fact,i love one of Mairamia,that ana in my previous post.I only love her but she not.Mairamia…I just know them little bit,all of them are single but triple and not available.In facts,one of them always teasing me not only me but others to.They are more like sisters,2 of them are younger,about one year young from my age.Some of them even have unique nickname.After all i love them and my kaydeffiral

So love your friend like you love your family.

In my kitchen,something happen

Have you seen a ghost or any spooky voices?Me?i havent seen a ghost even to meet a ghost i absolutely dont want it.Why??I dont want after seeing a ghost,suddenly i am afraid to stay alone at home or being alone in a spooky dark place.Anyway i used to live alone because my daddy and mummy usually live at my grandpa house..I dont want because of ghost,i am afraid to stay alone.Afraid of dark night,afraid of spooky thing that can shiver me up.During my recent living in that house,one night i have heard someone cooking at kitchen.Till now i just keep thinking why at the middle of night there is someone cooking with light off.I wonder why??Continue to the story…Haha..Where are we?Owh..Ok.Haha..I kept closer to the kitchen want to know who in that kitchen,want to know more..Ok,i ran back to my room and continue sleeping,because i dont have gut. That time i am 12 years old.That is the most spooky thing happen in that house and i just zip up my mouth,not to tell this to my family. Till now i even dnt want to see ghost,absolutely…

Where r u?My life is complete when i with you.

Ana…
It is a long time since our last goodbye

Ana…
You still a girl that i really care
Your caring and kindness are everything to me
The brightest star on the windy night is the love you given to me

Ana…
Am i in love with you?
Do you love me to?
Im happy with you
You are my world of fantasy
You are just one of many
Why must our first meet is our last goodbye
Oh God i didnt wanna lose her love

Ana…
Just want to say that i love you
My life is complete when you with you
I will keep searching you.

Love..Love..Get away

Being ignore or rejected by a person we like is mostly the greatest sorrow we get.Em…Even me kinda afraid of losing someone that i love.I didnt afraid to lose her,even she hide herself from me,i can still keep searchng 4 her with all my effort and attempt to meet her.The most thing im afraid of is losing her love.This year i have been ignore by two girls.Before i feel sad,my life is changing,i keep thinking about them,in my perception they seem poisons flowing in my veins.

My life turns to maniacal.I often eat,always stay alone in my room,keep thinking and smething weeping.All these bonded within me until one day i feel this suffering is only killing me like wounded by a gun never fired.I forget it and start new life.Em…That 2 girls still my friend and our friendship getting better than before.I just thought losing their love is better than losing our friendship