Studying is boring or not??

Holiday already over,now everyone busy with the studying including me,boring..What such a boring daily life,studying everyday,making me stressful and badmood.In fact,i wish to stay at home,eating,sleeping still clock strike noön and relaxing with friends rather than studying at college.In a matter of facts studying is a major thing we must do,without it no doubt,we will be unsuccessful. So studying is better than do bad things.Owh my god,shes great,becoming more prettier than before.That Ana surely good nice looking girl and i love her so… much.Mwah…First day of college,start with happy moment,staring at her makes me wonder if she ever love me.I hope so.During my personal studies,i met her and she sit right next to me.Only a few thing i talk to her,wanna spill that 3 words but i cant.My younger bro asked me before,he said why i like studying. So I told him,sometimes studying is not so bad only when you in bad mood you may said studying is lame and i told him at my college there are many beautiful girls.He just laugh at me and he said it was a joke but in matter of facts it was true.

Light vs darkness

Am i fading inside
Are darkness slowly swallow me?
No….
Must i forget the past or haunted by the past?
Do i deserve to be love?
Do i deserve to be care?
There is no solution,this only tearing me up.
Light please come back
Guide me as you guide me before